Saturday, July 18, 2009

The college years

I don't think I weighed myself much if at all the first two years at college. I should have!!! My clothes just kept getting tighter and tighter. But somehow I still had a pretty healthy self esteem and I just didn't understand why the guys weren't interested in me. I enjoyed my first couple years of college, but I slowly began to become less and less social. And then of course I became more and more self-conscious.

My third year at college I moved away from student housing and just kept gaining weight. A little at a time. I would go through phases where I would work on it, but basically I just didn't care. I really don't know what I weighed during those years, I just know it wasn't pretty. It didn't help that I worked at a burger and ice cream place. I ate a lot of burgers, fries and of course ice cream!!! I ended up going to school part time and working almost full time and gaining weight. Don't get me wrong, I had fun, but I could have had so much MORE fun.

I don't want anyone to feel sorry for me, I just want to write my story down. So there it is up to the college years!

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